TON is a scam. Whatever TON management is doing is designed to make the life of people on this blockchain worse. Unfair practices, market making, wash trading, bots, zero transparency and communication is what you get when you join TON. Competitions organized by Ton Foundation are being mastered by participants that either don't exist or are TF puppets. In any case, I'm sorry for you brother - we are all in the same boat, with pockets full of empty promises.